I want to quit skateboarding, but I don't!?

Well I am a girl. I can't even ollie i been skating for six months. I was off to a good start dropping in 5foot ramps on my second week. After a bad fall my fear started to kick in I'm kind of over it though. But the people i skate with are no longer motivational and their comments get to me! Like my friends want me to do better but none of them have the patience to teach me. Except one but she's always at the skatepark i also don't learn well with a lot of people around i get nervous. But i feel like I have to earn respect from the boys and my peers and get good people see me at the park but look at me like "boo she cant even skate" i really wanna get good i love the feeling and the feeling after accomplishing a trick. Idk i'm at a lost.